samsong

[17] 2024-08-08 06:58 The first mobile phone was a Nokia in junior high school, with a full keyboard. The favorite thing was to use QQ. Then I would chat with online friends. At that time, QQ space was like a blog, and could even be used as a search engine. I enjoyed chatting with friends from all over the place, and their desire to share and express themselves was really strong back then. In high school, I couldn't play with my phone casually anymore, only on weekends, and didn't have much time to chat. I liked to write in my diary instead. [18] 2024-08-08 07:55 In college, because of my faith, I posted in a QQ group asking if anyone believed in the same thing, and then a girl added me and took me to a fellowship group. It was the first time in my life that I met a girl who was warm to me, and I mistook it for love. It was the first time I formally chatted with a girl, and every day I would bother her, asking her various questions. I was using a Meizu phone with a breathing light at that time. The happiness every day was just watching the little white circle on my Meizu. Later, I also confessed my feelings, albeit timidly and vaguely. The result was rejection. We lost contact after that. I also stopped going to the fellowship group. Until the second half of my sophomore year to the first half of my junior year, I was still using my Meizu. I would post some random thoughts on my space every day. Until a girl said, "I've read all your diary entries, you're really good at writing." Feeling both inferior and arrogant, I felt like love had struck me like an arrow 💘, thinking that I had found a soulmate for life. From then on, I embarked on a crazy pursuit of that girl. And it was a long-distance relationship, communicating only through text every day. For me, every word was filled with tenderness and sweetness. I developed a deep attachment to her at that time. Because I once forgot my phone, she got really angry, and I thought she needed me so much. Later on, I saw on her Weibo that she said, "In life, you should fall in love three times: the first time with all your heart, the second time deeply, and the third time for a lifetime." So I was her deep love, and she was my heart's desire. Her third love is her husband. We chatted every day. In the beginning, it was intense on both sides, in the middle it was a bit tired, and in the end, I was crazy about her and didn't want to be apart. Until I switched from Meizu to Apple, and she switched to Honor. We had no contact after that. Even today, I still prefer the Apple ecosystem, perhaps I am better suited to being alone.